My pet is a truly amazing creature.
We were speaking the other night and I was gripped with a sudden angst and longing. I often feel a longing for my pet, the likes of which I have never known before. It is a feeling of such intensity and strength that at times it is intoxicating and overwhelms the senses. As we were talking, out of the blue I said "You are so amazing, you don't even know," to which she responded with a question "why?"
Such a simple question yet so seemingly impossible to answer! How does one define and elaborate upon something so profound and deep...something so incredible? I have evaluated this many times, it is not the first time I have been tasked with trying to quantify why my pet is so special. I am certain it will not be the last. While I am not sure that any words of our language could ever convey exactly how I feel, I always endeavor to try.
I suppose the simplest way to put it is simply that pet makes me feel as no other has. Pet is the only person who has ever challenged me. Not just in a direct way or challenging my authority...but challenged who I am, made me think about myself, analyze myself. I have changed in some ways since meeting pet but on the whole I am still who I always have been. Pet has made me realize exactly who that is though. Without her I would not have gone through some miraculous stages of self-reflection and thought. She has made me a more complete and happy individual.
I realize now that while individually strong and able to live on my own, not needing anyone, that pet has made me a more complete individual. I love that about her. Pet makes me want to be a better person. There is a line from a great movie, As Good As It Gets, where Helen Hunt demands that Jack Nicholson give her a compliment or she is going to walk out on him. He goes on into this story about how he has a psychological problem and there's a medication that can alleviate it which he has not been taking; until he met her. She does not understand right away what this means and is puzzled. He then, flatly, says "You make me want to be a better man."
As cliche as it sounds, pet makes me want to be a better person. I can think of no greater compliment to her than that. She doesn't push me to change and she does not make demands of me. But just by being with her, in her presence and having her in my life, I wish and choose to improve upon my own self so that together we can be happier.
I believe that pet often undervalues herself. She does not fully contemplate the effect she has upon people. There is a certain charisma or aura about her which just lifts one up simply to be with her. Once, shortly after we first met, I told her she had grace. It was a feeling which just made me feel all the better simply because I was with her. It was nothing special she did, or said, nothing which had a corporeal sense. Just this incredible feeling of WOW when you are with her. She oft wonders why she has so many men who fawn upon her or fall for her. She just can not see, for whatever reason, how unique she is. As I said, there is a grace about her which is just impossible to quantify but if I could choose five minutes with her or an eternity in heaven I would choose the five minutes with her. There is no light which any god, angel or divine entity could shine upon me which compares to the prodigious sensation of good feeling that pet provides me with regular basis.
Pet is intelligent to an extent I have never had in a partner. Despite the D/S aspect of our relationship, I consider her an equal intellectually with me. This is something new and exciting for me. I have never had a partner which I have felt equaled me so well. And it is not just that she is my equal but also that our thoughts seem to lie upon such a parallel path. I will not say we are on the "same" path and that we think exactly alike. However, I do believe that we travel parallel and within close proximity. That is an awesome feeling. So many times we have the same thought at the same time, or will speak the same word at the same time it can be uncanny. Never before have I felt so in tune with someone all the time.
There are so many things that make her an incredible person. She makes me feel alive and vibrant. She is loving and caring. The way her eyes sparkle when she looks at me, the fire I see burning deep down in. The desire and passion she unleashes when we are together. All of it is enticing and meaningful. And oh my god, is she so incredibly sexy and erotic. Pet is capable of lighting a fire within me that could relight Hades if it ever froze. The primal urges and cravings which she brings to the surface in me are so intense at times.
I have not let on to it a great deal but I should perhaps warn my pet. Warn her about the fire that burns deep within me.
Be cautious as to how much you unlock my soul. Be careful how far we plumb those depths.
Could be dangerous to play with all that fire ;-)
We were speaking the other night and I was gripped with a sudden angst and longing. I often feel a longing for my pet, the likes of which I have never known before. It is a feeling of such intensity and strength that at times it is intoxicating and overwhelms the senses. As we were talking, out of the blue I said "You are so amazing, you don't even know," to which she responded with a question "why?"
Such a simple question yet so seemingly impossible to answer! How does one define and elaborate upon something so profound and deep...something so incredible? I have evaluated this many times, it is not the first time I have been tasked with trying to quantify why my pet is so special. I am certain it will not be the last. While I am not sure that any words of our language could ever convey exactly how I feel, I always endeavor to try.
I suppose the simplest way to put it is simply that pet makes me feel as no other has. Pet is the only person who has ever challenged me. Not just in a direct way or challenging my authority...but challenged who I am, made me think about myself, analyze myself. I have changed in some ways since meeting pet but on the whole I am still who I always have been. Pet has made me realize exactly who that is though. Without her I would not have gone through some miraculous stages of self-reflection and thought. She has made me a more complete and happy individual.
I realize now that while individually strong and able to live on my own, not needing anyone, that pet has made me a more complete individual. I love that about her. Pet makes me want to be a better person. There is a line from a great movie, As Good As It Gets, where Helen Hunt demands that Jack Nicholson give her a compliment or she is going to walk out on him. He goes on into this story about how he has a psychological problem and there's a medication that can alleviate it which he has not been taking; until he met her. She does not understand right away what this means and is puzzled. He then, flatly, says "You make me want to be a better man."
As cliche as it sounds, pet makes me want to be a better person. I can think of no greater compliment to her than that. She doesn't push me to change and she does not make demands of me. But just by being with her, in her presence and having her in my life, I wish and choose to improve upon my own self so that together we can be happier.
I believe that pet often undervalues herself. She does not fully contemplate the effect she has upon people. There is a certain charisma or aura about her which just lifts one up simply to be with her. Once, shortly after we first met, I told her she had grace. It was a feeling which just made me feel all the better simply because I was with her. It was nothing special she did, or said, nothing which had a corporeal sense. Just this incredible feeling of WOW when you are with her. She oft wonders why she has so many men who fawn upon her or fall for her. She just can not see, for whatever reason, how unique she is. As I said, there is a grace about her which is just impossible to quantify but if I could choose five minutes with her or an eternity in heaven I would choose the five minutes with her. There is no light which any god, angel or divine entity could shine upon me which compares to the prodigious sensation of good feeling that pet provides me with regular basis.
Pet is intelligent to an extent I have never had in a partner. Despite the D/S aspect of our relationship, I consider her an equal intellectually with me. This is something new and exciting for me. I have never had a partner which I have felt equaled me so well. And it is not just that she is my equal but also that our thoughts seem to lie upon such a parallel path. I will not say we are on the "same" path and that we think exactly alike. However, I do believe that we travel parallel and within close proximity. That is an awesome feeling. So many times we have the same thought at the same time, or will speak the same word at the same time it can be uncanny. Never before have I felt so in tune with someone all the time.
There are so many things that make her an incredible person. She makes me feel alive and vibrant. She is loving and caring. The way her eyes sparkle when she looks at me, the fire I see burning deep down in. The desire and passion she unleashes when we are together. All of it is enticing and meaningful. And oh my god, is she so incredibly sexy and erotic. Pet is capable of lighting a fire within me that could relight Hades if it ever froze. The primal urges and cravings which she brings to the surface in me are so intense at times.
I have not let on to it a great deal but I should perhaps warn my pet. Warn her about the fire that burns deep within me.
Be cautious as to how much you unlock my soul. Be careful how far we plumb those depths.
Could be dangerous to play with all that fire ;-)
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